Not A Day Passes Where I Don't Think Of You Your always there lurking, a shadow to my thoughts, Instead of inspiration, it's memories of you that are brought. I try to put on a brave face and my most realistic smile, While inside my feelings for you, are stacking up in piles. I wake up every day and wipe away my frown, But once I'm alone again my smile turns upside down. I try to stop the painful tears, that tumble down my cheeks, I yearn for you every day but since I've seen you, it's been weeks. Not a single day goes by, that I don't think of you, But inside I know that, you haven't got a clue. I always try to meet up without my family catching on, But as I put my plan to action something always goes wrong. There this one song that breaks me whenever it comes on, I find to the lyrics I am always drawn. It kills me because I know, that every lyric rings true, But I know that they won't mean, the same thing to you. All my efforts, seem to have gone in vain, I even went to Thorpe park in the freezing rain. But God must have other plans, got someone else saved for me, Because even after everything, to your heart I do not hold the key. ©