Might As Well Pour Out My Heart Because No One Will Read This Anyway . Sometimes i feel like i should run away. All i ever seem to do is hurt people. I never help them. They might be happier without me. I know they love me. But after a while it would be better for them anyway. Maybe i should just leave. I should just go somewhere. And never come back. If i visited them, the hurt would be renewed. But if i never came back they would forget and i would never be able to hurt the people i care about again. That would be the last time. And i would be positive of that. I know it would be hurting them another time. But at least then i know it would never ever happen again. Im not considering suicide. I would never follow through. Im just saying when i get out of highschool or college or whatever i would break away from them. And never come back. Never hurt them again.