My Sweet Bad Ending "WHAAT?! You ought to be out of your mind!" screamed my sister , I was already sick of her and her complaining, everything I shared with her, she always had to disagree. "Charlotte! Don't you shout! Mom is already asleep and we both know we do not want to awake her with your annoying loud voice." I rudely replied her. If my mom walked into our room and saw that we were awake and screaming that loud, she would probably ground us for #life. "Lindsay, listen to me, I have already been your age okay? I know how it is to have a crush on the guy we always can't have, it's typical on 14 year old girls" I don't know why I was even listening to Charlotte's opinion, her #life was totally perfect, she had everything she ever dreamed; a perfect popular school boyfriend, a perfect body, awesome expensive clothes, she would never know how to give an advice for someone who was the apposite from her. She was just 17 and her #life was as perfect as a 27 year old women already done in #life. "LINDSEEY! Don't ignore me! I'm serious you can not do this Linds, you can't just go and talk to him as if he was just like the others, he's more than that, he's officially you first crush!" her words could not annoy me more, seriously, I didn't give a single importance to all those words, she knew I would never be like her, the easy going girl, pretty, blond and green eyes, thin, gorgeous and wanted by the entire school. I was much simpler than that, even though we were sisters, we didn't look very much alike. "Okay Charlotte, good night, we have school tomorrow morning, in fact, the first day right? and if we don't go to sleep, tomorrow we'll be looking like death and obviously that cannot happen with you and your perfect #life huh?" I sarcastically told her with hopes of ending that conversation. "Lindsey, don't be stupid, i'm just trying to help but that's your choice Linds, i hope you don't do what you're planning too." With those last words, i turned the lamp off, got inside my blanked and immediately closed my eyes trying hard to go to sleep. My sister's phone rang, 4am!! WHAT!? Unfortunately I have to say it constantly happens, all her stupid friends calling and chatting about high school gossip, it happens to all of us but at 4am and school had not started yet, what could they possibly already talk about I mean, what the hell!? I was furious, first day coming and I couldn't even try to sleep."Charlotte! TURN IT DOWN! are you trying to piss me off? " I told her with the sleepiest angry voice I could do. " shut up Lindsay" my sister told me while turning the lamp of our room on. In times like that I would deeply wish for a room for me only, but that was never going to happen. My mom thinks that sharing the environment with my sister would keep us close and stuff. After getting her phone, she answered "Hi babe. What's up?" The room was so silent that I could listen to his answers " hey sweetheart, I just called because I have your package, and it would be better if I gave it to you now cause' you know, in public... Not so good." my sister's face paled, she knew I've heard the entire conversation, she just couldn't react because she knew that I knew what that was all about. "No babe, I have a better way, pick me up here tomorrow and we resolve it. Good night, love you bye." she answered him in a rush turing her phone and the lamp off. I just couldn't believe it, we was again on drugs! She had already been addicted to drugs before but she told me she was over it so I did not bother telling my mom that. " Charlotte, turn the lamp on, you have till' morning to explain or I'll tell mom with all minimum details." I angrily told her. "Lindsay you can't tell mom! And besides, i did not do anything wrong okay? Those drugs are my friends'." She replied a bit confused with her own answer. "Charlotte! If they aren't yours then you make your friend get it, not you!" I told her while getting up from bed and going directly to the bathroom. My face looked horrible, my caramel ayes were as dead as anything else and my dark blond hair was as messy as my bed before leaving school. from the bathroom I could hear my sister "Linds, please, I swear, I'll never do it again, just do not involve mom in it okay, I beg you!" she told me with a voice that naturally begged for mercy. "Okay Charlotte Lively Benson, you better know that this is the last chance, you do it again and I'll tell it all to mom, it's your health that's involved. You know i love you. Just quit it Charlotte" i told her while exiting our room. She saw me leaving and said "Hey Linds, where are u going to? Come on here, we gotta sleep, we have school later!" she said as if it wasn't obvious " I know Charlotte, but now i can't sleep anymore cause' some nightmare where a sister of mine was again destroying her #life, interrupted my sleep." I told her without listening to her answer I headed to the leaving room, i lied down on the couch and slept there until school time.