Sorry For Disappointing A meaningful #life now turns into a clueless existence Hoping tomorrow i will come back stronger I'm like a bird in a cage, waiting for another day Feeling helpless, surrounded by regret and sadness Yet now there is so much anger in my heart So I bite my lips to stop from screaming Now I just let the tears falls instead. I close my eyes and can feel the burden on my heart Why am i being judged so harshly? If I knew how to fix things, to make them better To try and make you understand, make you believe If I knew how to make you happy, I would. Maybe you understanding, wouldn't make me ignorant And making you believe, wouldn't make me a liar. I miss the girl that didn't care what you thought Now I look in the mirror to see a completely different person I wish no one would blame me for caring, for thinking I have to live with what I have, what I have to show Those things will never let me live the dreams Dreams that I so desperately clung onto, are broken. But still I try to fix it, collecting the shattered pieces. So I go every day and throw my doubts behind me I try to cherish my #life, hoping something will happen But, I find myself letting it waste away. You come to terms with how far they have gone, Realize I am not the same as them. I never was. Pain is the outcome because your sudden remarks, Just when I was hoping it was getting better, You come in and make nothing seem right. #life is like a train it doesn't care If you climb aboard or not Either way it is still leaving..