The Loser "You never win, but you're not a loser!" he always told me. I was laying on the bed, eyes red and aching from crying, not from sadness, but from frustration. "I mean, I think that you are better than him no matter what, you are just that awesome Mello!" he said. I didn't believe him, as it was obvious that he was just trying to cheer me up. He always tried, and he told me once that he could feel it when I felt sad, when I felt like I would never be able to do anything with my #life. The times when it got really bad he even held me, even though he knew that he would get hurt for getting close to me. That's how worthless I am. Not even able to show how much I care about him, how will I ever be able to make my greatest wish come true? But still, he always told me that I wasn't a loser, that he would believe in me no matter what. And that cost him his #life.