I spent 7 minutes on this straight from my pain By tyrell Anderson I feel like there's so much to say But how do I show it that way I'm Trippin over stones When people are breaking bones I'm falling to sleep yet people don't have anything to eat I'm wandering away With scars on my face I've lost my peers My hearts feeler with teers As a man I ACT so tough But lords knows I cry inside I lost my sister my pride Before I graduated now I look to the sky Now I lost the girl I love She helped me with all the above He picked me up when I was down She helped me with this frown What else am I to do she's gone And I'm lost in the zoo I'm just a black boy in the ghetto Feeling pain cause these other guys carry medal I wanna make something of my #life But with no money I can't even afford a knife These words cut comin out my mouth I never let them out I'm so hurt no one can tell I hide it so well I wish they all would come back to help me I feel so down I looked up to god he told me son don't frown I said how I feel lost I hear problems everyday friends turn on each other family disappoint me I see light but I see darkness so I handle it the same god helped me understand it takes pain for gain