Done I'm done with you, and all these games. All the different things we try, But it all turns out the same. You run to him, I break your heart. Then we make up, And the whole thing restarts. So why should I continue, When all you bring is pain? All the stress cause by you, It's driving me insane. After all these years, you chose not to stay. So now it's my turn. To just run away.

Why? He took a fall for me. He is a true friend, a brother that I'll never forget. But it wasn't worth it. He gave you up for me, without me knowing, but you don't like me. I love you. I miss being able to talk to you. I miss being able to look at your parents without feeling hated. And I hate having to hide my emotions. So I must ask myself... Why? Why do I subject myself to this? Why, when I could change it all, maybe impress you, do I sit back and watch as others win you over? Why? Because I care like that. I care about YOU, not about US. If you are happy, then I won't change it. But know this: I love you. I remember when you told me you wanted me to kiss you, feel your soft lips on mine. But now you despise me. Oh well.

Everyday I see you with him, smiling. And I'm just staring, standing, idling. The things I should say, but he's got you hooked. You listen like he's a tape, he reads you like a book. In that case I'm a pen, just writing stuff down. You his princess, him your prince, I guess that means I'm the clown.

The scars on my arms aren't fading away, Is it my fault? Or are you to blame? Every word that I hear, the stupid games that you play, It ends up being one more mark of shame. It's just so tiring, I wish that I knew... What it would be like, To be In love with you.

Rain down my back, Tears in my eyes, Is it you or myself that I truly despise? Me, for feeding you my lies? Or you, for enticing me while really in disguise. The answer's unclear, it's hard to say, Will tomorrow be just another day? And now that I'm writing on this page, Was all this thinking just a waste?