kill me before it's over you took me in when i needed you i didn't want you at the time and certainly didn't want to need you but i did need you so bad and then i wanted you now i want you more than anything and i need you too but what do you need and what's going to happen when it's not me 4/6/16 12:16 am

I Need You as Much as I Love You, and That's a Lot lean out of bed grab a pill crack the window feel the chill lay back down try not to think which isnt so easy when youre on the brink of crying again for why im not certain wish i could peek into my brain look behind the curtain i think i just miss you thats normal to feel but i also think i need you which wasnt part of the deal i wanted independence to rely on myself but you broke down my fences and they crashed while i fell right into your arms where im supposed to be im finally happy but its not because of me 2/29/16

i found this sitting here waiting to be remembered hot eyes blood shot skies so negative when its irrelevant and you drag an elephant into the room why talk shit why try to get hit come on baby be the sweet boy i missed

old news 25 with fire in his eyes maybe its the shots but i really like this guy i think about j and all the times hes cheated me i think about my mother saying "i just want you to be happy" and then i take anothet shot so i dont have to think anything just listen to the music get comfortable enough to sing comfortable enough to kiss and avoid anything with a meaning and put my phone down along with all guilt theres no time for thst now in this chaotic night we built

wanting him wont make him need you stupid girl you have the world yet you still want more poor, poor you and poor, poor him whats there to worry about when someone says, " just friends"