Jealousy I don't know what to do. I know what I am feeling - jealous - but I don't know what to do about it. I have always been the good girl. The girl who never cries but gets on with things smiling. The girl who will do as you say. The opposite of her sister. But I am tired of it. I am sick of being known as 'Ruth's older sister', as the girl who you can get to do what the other doesn't want because she's too shy to do anything about it. It may seem good, but everyone prefers the sister. Everyone except the parents and grandparents who love them the same, but other family, or family friends, all prefer the cheeky, rebellious sister to the reserved but usually happy one. The one who has only thrown about two tantrums in her entire #life. The girl who is quiet. The girl who keeps herself to herself rather than the outgoing, noisy one. It doesn't help that the sister is pretty. She has a cute round face with rosy cheeks and blonde hair that could be smooth. Instead of tall and clumsy with dirty blonde hair and small blue eyes. They look at one and think 'cute.' The other try just look at. Am I being reasonable or am I just overreacting with teenage hormones and PMSing?

Cover Song Ideas?? Anyone think of any good songs to sing a cover for in a group??

Best Friend You will always be there, You know how to make me smile, You make #life easier to bear, You make #life worthwhile. I know I can count on you, I know you'll always be near, I don't know if you know what it is you do, I don't know if you know that you're all I need to hear. You are like a medicine, Except there's no overdose. You aren't incapable of committing a sin, But you try to live a better #life than most. I don't know where I'd be without you, I don't know what I'd do on my own. You don't know how it would be without us two, You don't know how you support me like bones. Thank you to Minty, Emma, Eleri, Anna and Ni for being there for me xx And thank you all you opuss supporters xxxx

Sometimes. Sometimes The best will come out in those around you Sometimes You will see the worst. Sometimes You will find a smooth path Sometimes It will seem rough. Sometimes You get what you have wished for Sometimes You have to make sacrifices Sometimes You should cling on to everything you have Sometimes You should let things slide. But in all of the twists and turns You have survived And in all of these twists and turns You have found a way out. What can be different this time around? There will always be the good and the bad. What can be different this time around? Sometimes You just have to push forwards. I haven't posted in a while because I deleted the app but I have it again. This is my first song - should I make more/expand this one or stick to #poems. PLEASE FOLLOW ME ON WATTPAD - you_have_been_graced or on Instagram which has the same as above xxx

The Modern 'Belle Dame Sans Merci' A lady, a beautiful lady, With eyes a stunning blue Her hair, it tumbled, down her back, A heart rendering good hue. She walked over to my table, A fairy princess - real? She followed my every movement, With her eyes of teal. I offered to take her home, Apologised for my poor ride, Still she hadn't spoken, Or even left my side We got into the car And she finally opened her mouth. Her voice sounded like... Summer And she looked towards the south "I hope you enjoyed your #life" It took a while to sink I gasp as she smiles And took out a knife in a blink "Any last words?" She asks I ask her who she is "La Belle Dame Sans Merci Is that all from your quiz?" "What do you want with me?" I ask her with wide eyes "I am going to kill you. I'm a faery" she replies "Not the fairy you know I am not sugar and spice I live on sorrow and death Not what you'd call 'nice.'" With that she slits my throat And or my last sound I hear 'I am the modern Belle Dame sans Merci!"