Yin Yang This is hard Living without you Thinking that one day You will be there for me in reality I couldnt have loved you more Believed in you Supported you with my hand in yours I did the best i could I would have left if i was able But i love you To the end Guess i will be there to greet you When its all over in this #life Do we have to wait until then Whatever you think im feeling Its not anything but love pure unconditional love a complete surrender Guess i would wait forever Without you is bleak though No more proper laughter or happy tears Nothing will change these words i speak Sometimes its hard but believe me I dont give up i never will Sometimes im pushed until it hurts Not sure its you that pushes me though... I love all of you The bad bits too There are many In fact thats why i know its real I dont expect perfection from you never will Your beauty is in your flaws I know its hard to turn back time But i believe in you always have and always will There is a way to start again Cherish me again my love but soon as i dont know if i can take much more My sadness is less than yours As i know your punishing yourself knowing the hurt you think you caused But i only hurt because i hate to feel your pain It makes me so sad that you deal with this alone when ive been standing here all along I love you whole heart complete I am so strong The strongest girl you will ever know i dont see it that you did me wrong How could you because every word you ever really spoke was filled with the sentiment of love and kindness You are my best friend for #life you will always be the one i long for We are a team the best there is And good friends suffer fools together You are my father my lover my protector my best friend my challenger my keeper my muse my work of art my creative genius the one that only makes sense You softened my heart and made me believe My most precious love ... I never had anyone make me feel with so much passion I look at others view of love and i laugh Because its not like ours.... Did i ever tell you You know me! Yen yang!!!!!!

To Cry To cry is to feel pain Each and everyday The tears well up and fall down I've wasted my #life somehow all the mistakes add up Not sure what to feel Constantly in fear Loosing the best part of me To you

The Present Dear sweet love of mine Please make me complete be my Valentine Your the most amazing man on earth that lived Your light is in me eternal Your soul is my leading star Your my waking thought and sleepy dream Your the most amazing of all the men I've seen All I have I would give to you I would be your one and true love for all time Give me hope be my valentine Share good times forever I promise you I would never leave I would not make you weak or cut you off with my tongue in speech I would with velvet kisses Embrace you each and everyday I would use all the time we have together to make mine and your lives good forever I think we would help each other sleep I think the hugs and cuddles would be cute and sweet I think the kisses would be long and define I think we could share our love for all time See anything through My hope my joy My inner smile For me I am so obsessed its true No one else could replace this feeling in me that I feel when I see you You like a breathe of fresh air A sail on a boat The love in a novel The tv remote The shelter in stormy weather A rescuer sent from heaven Quite frankly I love you and all that's said Please forgive all things that may have been previously said In anger I have been proud Let my ego stand in the way of noticing you being sad Trying to not feel weak I shut you out for a while I was scared and tired of all what world believes But babe I could never really mean it I want the best for you Always and always will Like you said once the heart can't lie It tells the truth You to me is all there is Let me pass just this one test For once let's make it right Let's not be losers in a war of rights Looking at you in your birthday suit X rated to say least what I want to do This urge in makes me so very weak But there is no sin where love is present And I would take the pain For you I've surrendered for quite some time So I'm asking you again on your birthday Will you be my valentine Can my love be enough I don't need chocolates or flowers or all that crazy stuff I need love good and proper A best friend who knows me inside out Who loves me with his heart You I need you!!! For always XX

The Last Surrender This is my last surrender You bore me too much pain I'm lost and in hiding You were all and everything to me I would have walked over water to get to you Nothing seemed impossible I shined like the brightest star in the sky In your presence I was like a soul that found a home Like that feeling of renew Work in progress...

I Wish! I wish you would see me And notice me here I'm always sat in the corner On the dark brown chair I wish you would look up And notice me here Your always busy with your body and mind over there You are popular and they All talk to you you give them your time don't you But for the one who cares the most you seem blind As I sit I wonder if I will Ever be more than a face in a crowd I want to stand out for you to see But all the time I'm in the corner you don't notice me You see whilst some of them are pushy and loud I'm the kind of girl too shy to stand You won't even care If I was never around Accept the shyness makes me feel helpless at times Like I'm the only one whose thinking and knows what's going around in my mind I wish you would notice me one day soon Then I will be not sat staring at you Instead I might be noticed For what I might mean to you I wish....