Uptight Thyself You can't control everyone's emotion. Pacing the anxious in other way around of its surface. Your supposed to ask and yet your afraid of the answer. It simplifies the idea of having doubt thyself but you uplift yourself to the idea that the person your holding-now is over of what burden she had in the past. Unfortunately, its not you was the reason behind it, building walls is half almost of the pride that you want to build, thinking two sides may give you the right path you choose to believe then. Make up your mind with those uncertainties that will bring you to negativity. Neglect those substandard thoughts. Its a part of the game, you dont have to deal it always, dont let yourself make you feel weak. Your lucky because you have that person and choose you without any hesitation. Its not because of love but you as well deserve to be love.