Hush. Hush. This is what u feared the most Holding u so close but being so far away from yu Ur arms feeling cold n like stone instead of the warmth i felt so long ago. A time b4 the fights and tears. A time when the only time u made me cry was from happiness. A time when U trusted me. When I trusted your "everything will be ok"s When I felt like u were the one keeping me up Now I just need you to pull me closer. Show me u still want this. Tell me u still love me. What happened to don't let go . Our never let go turne into goodbyes. A goodbye that literally shook me . A feeling i never want to reencounter . I promised I'd never let you go n you promised to never go. Now I can't help but feeling like ur already gone. N I want you back, I hope you know I'm trying n I know you are too. But god let me know that those eyes that could peer into my soul with one glance are still looking in my direction . Tell me you love me. Tell me u mean it. Show me... Baby, I know this is all a bad dream. I'm waiting to wake up to ur smile . Waking up in ur arms. I'll wake up n tell you wht happened and Ull kiss me. Oh Ull kiss me so tenderly and tell me .. "it will all be ok my orchid". Hush my love. Let's go back to sleep... Hush baby ...

Tell Me Truths Tell me your still here. Tell me that ur heart still beats with mine This is everything i have and will fear I'm pushing babe, I'm trying Tell me the truth Don't tell me your fine I need to know what's real Do you still want to be mine? Tell me you still love me If not I need you to go Its not fair to hold me here If ur still here, that's something u must show I'm feelin numb, To the point where I'd rather feel pain Tell me if ur done Don't keep me standing in the rain God I want to hold you Hear u say it'll all be alright Tell me this isn't true I'm just imagining.. Right? God let this just be a bad dream. Tell me this is my mind playing tricks again Bc I won't let you go I can't jus be your friend. Take my hand. Take me into your mind Let me rest there a littl while There's something I need to find Look into my eyes. I know you'll find where your suppose to be Please give us one more try I know this is what were supposed to see I love you I won't give yu up dear Don't let this un forsaken fear Become all that's left here We're almost there One more step Look love , do you see it? Paradise is here ❤❤

Holding Forever There are moments in #life tht will stick with us until #life ceases to exist. Holding on for so long, never wanting to let go. Knowing theyll never itruly understand what's running thru our mind . It's us against the world And I promise well succeed . Promise me well all be here in the end bc like u said . We've Come to far to give up now. Promise well hold onto forever when we reached the end . Bc We're family n Family means nobody gets left behind . So I'll hold your hand and guide u thru #life's tribulations. Were almost to paradise <3 I can almost see it. So I'm holding forever w you .

Wings are set... Tell me why I ever let you Push me down so far who you have become that's not who you are I've been pushing and screaming to the edge if my sanity Just to help you understand This is who I am Just for you I cant scream Nothing u can do I won't fight this war of mental games any more ~~Go ahead and try everything on me Keep pushing and tearing Mt wings are set I'm already free There's no more crying and no more fearing.. I cant scream Oh God just let this work I've been torn at every seam But that u will never see ---- I have one foot out the door and I'm ready to fly Go ahead give me one more reason to pack up and say goodbye I have no more heart left to break I won't let you destroy all of me God please push me one step further Tell me there's more that I will see . ~~~ There's nothing left to do I promise the farther down I am pushed The higher my wings will take me U can't hurt me from here U never will again I promise I've cried my last tear I'm going to prove you wrong .... ~~~~ There's nothing left to do Nothing left to say U can't Hurrt me anymore I'm free as of today... I'm thru w this twisted thing tht has become our so called love. Pushing n screaming so loud just to be heard. I just need yu to look into my eyes and I kno youll see who u once were. I know ur in there fighting to be free I'm waiting for ur twisted spirit to emerge from this darkness you've become But I can't wait forever U once told me never wait for something tht might not happen. So I'm sorry mother dear . I must leave . AJust kno I love you Yes I still care But don't say this is you, Don't you even dare Tell me you love me. Maybe even proud Until then. I'm leaving n never turning around...