How I'm Feeling The pain, it's in my chest. This pain, it's doing it's best, to rip me apart from the inside out. I have no way out. I try to think happy thoughts, but all my heart does is rotts. With out you hear. I'm just starting to feel fear. where's that bottle ?Maybe if I drink the pain will go away. Maybe if I sleep I will forget the day. If I jump off a building I will just die & go away. The Butterfly's are no longer there but replaced with something so rare. Something that drains you & your happy thoughts. Now all my friends blame you for this pain you put me through. & we both know that I counted on you. To help me through this pain I feel. This pain is real & it's eating me from the inside out & my broken doubts . . I just need to get out

Feeling Of My Break Up I need some 1 to lean on. Rest my head so I can dream on. Everythigs so complicated. Makes me wana move and change the station. I can't do this anymore, I don't have any more motivation. I spent all I had into love. But now I feel punished from up above. It feels like nothing ever goes right. All we ever do now is start fights. So now I'm here all alone. Crying on cola & biggy with the scent of your cologne. Grades are falling & mommas crying. I just wana go home & stop all this fussin & fighting. I can't go home, the only home I knew has been ripped apart. & know my heart is finally falling apart. I used to be so strong, but once you left, the strong is long gone. I know now that all we are is friends. But then agains, we could always start over & take it slow. We can push more & more until we can finally grow . . Get back to gether in a while or two when my heart doesn't feel so broken & split Into 2. . Nevermind I'm crazy for thinking this. I'm sorry for ever telling you this. It's to hard & I'm tired of fighting. I just wana die now. I'm tired of trying