Now I'm starting to wonder-will I ever be the same?

Ugh. I'm scared of failure because I touched it before after I gave my all and sacrificed everything. I don't want that feeling again. I've given up a lot and I can't bear to give up anymore. I'm so terrified.

Terrified I'm emotionally and physically drained. I'm nervous for everything..the future, the past...and I'm starting to not understand why they call it the present, because every passing moment, I'm given no gift. Rather, I am given uttermost sadness.

The Remembrance A wasted #life, a wasted day, a wasted time we threw away, a cup of tea spilled on the floor, our first initials on the door, a memory that once seemed great, our separation was just fate.

Looking Back I remember moments where nothing was complex; #life itself was simple, time froze, and I was happy. But that's just what that was. A memory.