I wake and reach out forgetting your not there. I speak your name forgetting you cannot hear me I cry tears forgetting you cannot see them I no longer exist

Words written down, emotions put on tear stained paper. Never sent never read by any eyes but mine. You wouldn't understand my words. You would choose not to better to stay ignorant than face the pain you have caused

Sadness Will this thing ever let me go?? Take it's hands from around my heart and lungs and let me breath the air again Take it's hands from my eyes and let me the sun Uncover my ears and let me hear the laughter and joy in the world again O please sadness let me go set me free

I want to be strong hold back the tears. My heart is in a million pieces each one tearing me up inside. I put on a smile that's what everyone wants. To forget to stop. No one understands and I want to scream it hurts it hurts so much.

I Wish I wish I could lay in your arms listening to the beating of your heart Like it was beating just for me to hear, playing the most beautiful melody I have ever heard Only I can hear