That horrible feeling you get when you feel let down by the ones you rely on the most. I'm tired of going out of my way for people to get nothing in return. I thought I was worth more.

Tired Me My God, what a day! Had two school runs, three meetings, cushions to make, orders to fill, emails to answer and inbetween all that I've been a parent and a wife. I'm knackered, well and truly knackered and if I'm honest a little bit proud of myself. I've achieved what most would think is everyday #life but when you have a illness that stomps on your #life, belittles your existance and generally makes you feel crap, it's an achievement just to get out of bed on a morning #ME

Opuss Opuss, Opuss, you let me say whatever comes to mind, my thoughts, my feelings, my opinions. Yet why is it now I can't find anything profound to say?

People Watching Being an army family we tend to move around quite a lot and it has taken time but I have finally learn't who to trust, who to avoid, who to slap and who just generally pisses me off. Being here at my third posting (proud wife supporting her husband being sent here there and everywhere) I have found that no matter where you go there are always the ones that gossip, slag each other off behind each others backs, best of friends when they are together and just generally two-faced. There are a lot of that type of people here and it's driving me crazy! So called friends that are only interested in me if they think I have something juicy to tell them or spend time with me to see what they can get out of me. I do have friends, genuine friends but if I'm honest, I can count the number of genuine friends on one hand. It would seem in this military community that the majority are out for themselves, trying not to be the little person and get ahead of everyone else. There are some that let their husbands rank define them and they are the worst type of people. No matter how much people annoy me I suppose #life would be pretty boring without them.

Love will get you through times with no money better than money getting you through times with no love -two and a half men