Dear Diary Hi its nicole i am back from my outragous time at the mall now where was i in my last entry oh yes so at rumble jumble at the front pf the wue was brooke and my mum so i did What a typical teenager would do go into the bathroom and have a good loud private scream i mean what was i supposed to do i carnt go shopping today not with my mum and sister there but its the only chance i have to get a present his birthday is tommorow what can i do so i thought that the best option was to contact my best freinds forever jenna and kaelyn but i didnt they came rushing into the bathroom bursting with the news that they had seen my mum and brooke i told them that i knew and thats why i wasnt at rumble jumble they totallly understood so they suggested that we catch the bus into town that sounded great so i went along with it we got on the bus and on the back row if seats you will never believe who it was NICOLE!!! Its your turn to do the dishes my mum yelled it wasnt but since i didnt listen to her earlier i have to do eveyones jobs and chores any way i will finish this off later NICOLE NOW!!! Toodles

Dear Diary..... Shopping time i cannot wait to hit the mall with my bffs no bratty little sister no fustrating parents just shopping for wills birthday. I found a blue bubble top that was super floaty and so matched my style. I paired it with my skinny white jeans and my black converse. Just before shooting out the door i grabbed my bag put in my purse with my money in it i threw in my cloe luscious lip gloss in coral to top up later then i put my phone in grabbed some sun glasses and headed out the door. NICOLE!! My mum bellowed i heard her but i knew what it was for to take brooke to see princess wanabee 2 ovibously i couldnt do that she would make me pay and me suffer. No way am i taking her i will probably get in trouble later for ignoring my mum but thats i hurdle i am going to have to cross when i get there. I took the local bus to the mall. My freinds had said that they would meet me outside rumble and jumble in the food court as first we where going to eat but you would never guess who was at the front of the rumble jumble que brooke and my mum !!!!!! Gota hide and finish this later toodles

About Me Molly Part 2 Of Freindships Ok i am back heres part two of my freindships One day feeling extremely sad i came out of lunch and onto the playground i saw lee and his best freind decland or dj due to his sirname james i saw them doing kind of weirdish things and i politely asked them what they where doing? Lee said dont tell her but decland told me that they where playing doctor who so i asked if i could play two they agreed. After that everyday we played endless games of doctor who even if it wasnt my faverouite i still played because they where my freinds and they made it really fun i thought everything was great i had found some great best freinds but little did i know that my world was yet again going to just crumble down. One day decland took me aside and told me that he was moving house which meant he was going to be going to a new school ! It devestated me as i thought our freindship would last forever. Dj was intent on not telling lee as it thought that it would upset him to much but i convinced him that he should tell lee. So dj told him and then i told him again when he had nothing to say but he didnt believe it it took us all day to get him to believe us he was so austounded. After decland left my primary school i became really upset and since lee spent most of his time greiving i just drifted away. I was yet again alone. But little did i know fate had someone else in store for me. P.e. In line waiting to go down to the sports hall not your typical place to make a new best freind. It was in year 4 just in front of me was a girl called rhianne. I dont even know how it happened but we became best freinds i think we started talking and we clicked before finding out much about her just as we where leaving the clasroom i asked her if she wanted to be bffs she agreed. What i hadnt learned was that you need to learn about someone before you ask them to be your best freind forever.... ( to be continued)

About Me Molly Hi guys so i told you last time that i would today talk to you about freindships so here i am lets start from the beginning shall we In pre school i made many freinds and it was a really happy time for me on one of the first days i entered i saw a girl playing with toys by herself i went and played with her and soon learned that her name was libby. Later on that same day a boy called alex arrived and he and libby had already met before this at a local play area so they where good freinds when he saw me and libby he came over and played with us for many years we where best freinds. By the way this will be a loooonnng opuss. Some of the other freinds i met at pre school included kallum and his younger sister isabelle decland macy this is only a few. Altroughout foundation and some of infants me and libby and alex where best freinds the one thing i remember from foundation was riding the tandum ( a double bike) all the time with libby. Me kallum isabelle libby and alex always used to go to a local pub called the yellow lion we always ended up having fall-outs and then making up again and so on. Sometime in perhaps year 3 or 4 me and alex broke up with libby i dont even know how it exactly happened but libby found other freinds and me and alex always tried to talk to her and become best freinds again but ever since she got those new freinds we didnt seem to be part of each others lives any more. It was a heartbreaking time for me and without alex i dont think i would have made it . Then to put the cherry on my sundae something cracked between me and alex i dont even know what but he wouldnt talk to me he always walked away from me and sometimes he spied on me. It was really sad to lose my best freinds i honestly didnt know where to turn..... (To be continued)

Does Everboday Have My Problems? Ok seriously i am pondering over my mind every single day thinking should i get instagram snapchat twitter and all the other social media sites. I dont know. I fear that my parents would be so annoyed and say no. I also really want a you tube account but my dad wont let me my mum wont even let me ask because she says that he will just say no. I just feel like i dont fit in. My friends keep asking me to get all these social media sites and i say that i will. But i dont. Sometimes i wish i just had all of them but i carnt even face myself to ask as i fear there faces and answers. I think kids just get them without asking there parents or there parents aren't bothered what there kids are on. I wouldnt get facebook as i find that inappropriate but i am now 11 and i feel that to fit in better i need these social media sites. It probaly sounds crazy as i should be happy that i am unique and different. Sadly, alot of the time my differences are making me unhappy. I dont know how kids can do things without telling there parents i wouldnt dare set up any account without asking. I am to scared to even try. Maybe this is just the way its always gunna be me not fitting in but being the luckiest kid on earth with all my electronics but still being unhappy. Please please please let me know if you are experiencing the same thing thank you i really needed to express this bye Molly xxx