unloved. worthless. coward. horrible. stupid. hated. weak. incapable. clumsy. not enough.
and then i broke inside.
behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.
But you've never felt like that. Like you were about to break. Like you're standing on the edge of a cliff, blindfolded and you can feel the demon in front of you about to push you off. And there's nothing you can do about it. You've never felt that horrible feeling. I have. I know what it's like to feel worthless. To feel alone. I feel it right now, writing this. I'm too empty to cry. I just want to fall down dead, and see who cares. No one. No one would care. No one cares about me. At all. No one. I'm alone. You're playing with my #life like a game. Well guess what, you won. Congratulations.
fly like a bird, let your hair blow in the wind.
somewhere, somehow, someone just had their best moment ever.
