Finished work feeling like crap. It's been a bad week and I'm worried my #depression is coming back Cried in the car but stopped before anyone could see. Funny thing is as I was getting better before I felt bad about feeling good. Now I'm petrified its coming back. I imagine this thing, a shadow that everyone has. When #life gets on top it starts to get hold of you.... Some people have the ability to shrug it off and keep it as their shadow. It seems to get a hold of me, like tar and eventually covers me so I'm stuck inside of it. Although its awful being inside of this thing, #depression. It's also safe. Like I'm wrapped up. But now I'm out of it I don't want it to wrap me up again. I hope tomorrow is better.