Misfit's Part 1 I don't know how to begin, I need to tell my story though. I feel so lost. Nobody understands me … anymore. I was the loved little girl always top at everything at school miss popularity with pretty blonde curls. Then the accident happened. I don't talk to anyone about the accident not even my therapist, I talked to Blaze about it but he's gone and I shouldn't think about him anymore. But I loved blaze and I can't not think about him. After all he did he was mine and I was his, he was perfect for me. I'm spiraling downwards into the pit of #depression where I have dwelled so many times before, I promised myself I wouldn't go back into the terrible cycle of #depression but I know I won't keep that promise. I'm scarlet and I'm 14 if you were wondering. I'm alone at school and at home, everyone I love has left me. Most girls my age dream about becoming singers and actresses and pretty little models, I dream of death and Blaze. The only thing stopping me from killing myself is him. I wish I could tell him, but I'm too ugly and quiet and he's changed into this popular emo with his crew all listening to you me at six and pierce the veil. He would think I'm silly. "Schools starting in two minute so bugger off!" My 'dad' shouts his voice slurring with all the alcohol he consumed last night. Slightly alarmed I stir from my thoughts and slick some black eyeliner around my eye making it bold. Then I fix my dyed glowing chestnut hair into its usual full on side fringe and leave the rest of my wavy hair lying just beneath my chest. Everyone says I'm pretty but theres nobody i can truly call a friend, after what happened with blaze and of course the rumors about the accident who would want to be my friend? I grab my headphones,iPhone and my band themed school bag which is falling to pieces, and I slip downstairs. I watch as my father sits watching the football his pint of beer in his grubby hand. I despise him so much I can hardly look at him. Slowly I tiptoe past him trying to avoid talking to him and finally I'm out of the door into the autumn haze of golden leaves and mist. I plug my headphones in and trudge along the streets watching happy year sevens running along and cocky year eights talking about boys in year 11 that 'fancy' them. Finally I see the gates of passlane secondary school, I take my headphones off and watch everyone as I make my way inside.i turn around to see Jason coming towards me smiling wearing his SnapBack and customized uniform, I sigh as I know what's coming. "Oy scarlet baby, what ya doin tonight babes." He says winking at me and eyeing my body up. "Jason I'm not interested in you or your chav sidekicks if you would care to leave me alone for just a day I will be eternally grateful." I plead with him in a comedic way as a few of his crew laugh. "Ok if that's what you really want, I'm always here baby. Nice boobs by the way." He winks at me as I walk away shocked at how bloody annoying guys are. "You pulled." Alex jones the year 10 popular football captain shouts at Jason as he struts off with his crew. I get inside the crumbly building and walk down the corridors looking for one person, Blaze. "Watch where your going sket!" Lucy Jenkins snarls at me flicking her backcombed caramel coloured hair at me. "Nice foundation lucy, did you use a brush or dip your face in it." I say smirking amused at my own joke. She pushes past me her black school heels clattering on the floor. I laugh and walk into form. Form is one of the only places I feel accepted and cared about, it's where I can chat with people I care about and generally have a laugh. 3 likes for part 2 sorry this is a new story I just really wanted to write it. ❤

You And I Here we are You and I Stood alone in the sunshine, You take my hand and we run, My heart soaring with happiness I'm where I belong It's just you and I

Summer Of Dreams Part 2 Max Barnes is Eva's ex and is a complete chav, they were together for about 4 weeks and he was really shy around her so Eva dumped him. "Urite lily, Eva?" Max muttered in his chavvy accent as he jumped onto the seat next to us. He winked at me and slowly came closer to me " Be at the park at 1:30 yeah." He whispered calmly in my ear so nobody could here. When Max tells you to do something it's impossible not too. Me and him share a secret that would destroy many things if it was found out... 3 likes for part 3

Summer Of Dreams Part 1 A ray of bright sunlight beamed down on me as I sprinted out of school, no more year 7 it was the summer holidays. I felt my long jet black hair tickling my waist as I ran down the pavement , I felt free. "Lily, wait for me babes I'm not carrying all your flipping bags anymore!" my best friend Eva shouted heaving our cool school bags along the pavement. I have known Eva for 6 months and she knows everything about me, Fridays are our sleepover day and it's the best day of the week. At our sleepovers we take stupid pictures together and put them on facebook with captions like 'best friends forever' and we would stay up until midnight chatting and eating wispa bars in our beds. I don't want to ever lose her. " Ok Eva you fatty!" I laughed jokingly as I began to slow down. It was a boiling hot day and we had been stuck in hot classrooms all day full of bored people listening to draining teachers going on and on and on, so I was overjoyed that school has ended for 6 weeks !!! Eva stumbled up to me chucking my jack wills school bag at me laughing as it hit the dirty concrete pavement spewing my planner (that if full of detention notes) and a screwed up English essay that I only did 3 lines before I got bored. I picked them up and shoved them in my bag. Then the scruffy bus packed with misbehaving kids pulled up and we ran onto it rushing to get seats together. We lounged on the graffitied seats and I fished put my old doodled on sketch book and began sketching Eva. I started on her golden blonde hair which was tied up in a big backcombed bun, she had a garland of tiny fake daisies that we had both bought in topshop last Saturday in her hair too a few wavy strands had escaped from her bun and were dangling near her neck. I then drew her sky blue eyes which were coated in mascara (like mine) , within 10 minutes I had a full amazing drawing of her . Eva had been drawing me at the same time it was a good sketch but she has problems drawing eyes . She had drawn my black side fringe perfectly and my wavy jet black hair was drawn well too but my eyes were scribbled on and didn't look like my chocolate brown eyes. " Thats gorge well done Eva." I Told her putting her sketch into my bag . " So is yours and I'm gonna give your mum the £40 for summer camp!" Eva squeals looking excited . Just then a boy with a perfect light blonde beiber flick and an I don't care attitude swaggered in wearing skinny black jeans and a white school shirt with his sleeves rolled up. Max Barnes

Little Lovers : Announcement Hey guys I have decided that little lovers is over and I'm working on a new story called summer of dreams please read it and the first part is coming out today