I Wish I wish you were here I wish you were here To see what the world Has done to me now I wish you were here I wish you were here To tell me it's okay To save me from myself

Writing I haven't written in a while I guess I thought I forgot my style But I realized something Something that's true for everyone If its something we love We can never be done Words are my escape They are my voice My voice that never shakes Writing is a passion One that's all mine Something I will always have Something I will always find Emotions are hard to explain But words help make them true I guess writing Is something I just have to do

I want emotion Painful and true I want to feel something Just let it through We aren't all the same I would know They say I've got problems That's how it always goes Anxiety, #depression Anorexia too Tell me my reasons are wrong But they have no clue The scars are mine Every last one They all have meaning It wasn't for fun I lost the power To feel the world I lost the power To be a teenage girl I guess things will fix it Make me feel alive Help me give a shit Feel something inside All I ever wanted Was to feel For someone to know That I am real Scars fade And pounds regain Panic is controllable But memories are always the same

A bad day That's an understatement I just don't know Where all my happiness went Everyone asks if I'm okay I just smile "I'm fine" I've said it so much I've perfected the line I just want to smile I just want to cry I just want to feel something For once in my #life The windows show sun But it's raining inside So I block it all out And just hide

#haiku Beauty yes it's true That's what I see every time When I look at you