I don't know why I can find my self in writing a blog ,but I feel that it the only way for me . I was a man whiteout feelings, I don't love I don't hate and I don't feel My #life was ordinary in a extraordinary way , I didn't need anybody I could manage my self to live in such a hell a world whit no justice a system of chaos where love is just a lie and hate is a king that was my impression in #life It simply I don't care it was always me and only myself Intel once a was relaxing in a park make myself disappear in shadow of a tree a big lovely tree and in magical moment the wind came in front of me I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment and when I opened my eyes i saw a girl whit a blonde hair a cute face blue eyes and a really beautiful spirt my heart stopped beating for a second I couldn't imagine that such a thing exists I was in love I started feeling again I did have a reason to live for. But the girl "bennis" never noticed me I didn't excite for her I was as dust