Reaching For The Guiding Hand Lost of meaning Lost of mind Lost of purpose I will find my way

Chapter 26-27 Maybe this is year to finally take a bit better care of myself. Maybe i'll focus on making others happy again. Maybe i'll make a change. Maybe i'll stay the same. In fact, lets just make everyone happy. You can save everyone after all.

Find The Old Me. When i fall i try to pick myself up, Run away from all the sadness, I feel I've had enough. My shadows lay beside me, Dark memories take over my brain, Conquering them aint easy, Bravery i feign. The walls begin to breakdown, Cracks begin to appear, But the light doesnt shine through, It isnt even near.

Save Yourself Or Them, Not Both. Cracks begin to form in the walls of his psyche as his heroic resolve begins to falter. The darkness he'd locked away inside himself is beginning to seep through at a time when the people need him most. Where once he walked upon fields of endless, lucious green, now the earth is irreparably scorched with every step he takes. The world is crying out for him to save them, but how can he save others when he cant save himself?

Time To Stand To One Side. As time begins to roll by, i ask myself, am i standing watching everything go past or am i indeed moving too fast? Happy at last with who i am but chasing down the love of another, maybe stepping too early in to something i know won't last. Sleep should help settle my mind, prevent my #depression from coming back. The worry of messing up though is something i cannot mask.