I miss my heart Long ago I lost my heart, Last time I saw it was in this app Now I can see it close at hand, I can almost feel it. As once was. I was on this app almost every day, Pouring my heart out, with the only one I ever loved. Few days ago we commented how much we missed Opuss. And now here we are. Again. Hopefully to stay. I miss you y’all Hope to reacquaint with the old and meet the new “Opusians”

Another Night Without you That moment when your chest feels so tight that your heart can't move. If almost feels like a ton of weights are on you, crushing you slowly, making it hard to breathe. You look around for a familiar face, but tears makes it difficult to see. You reach out, but no one takes your hand. You close your eyes, desperately trying to find a memory that would make you smile, but the cold night keeps telling you, "you're gonna die" .... Desperation makes you look for what you can't have, but everything reminds you of what you really want. And the night can't take you away quick enough. And there's nothing else to do but cry. And tears pour out endlessly. Your head hurts, You still can't breathe. You feel this invisible hands reaching inside you squeezing your heart making it hard to beat. It's all so real, you just want it to stop. All you want, is some magical bliss to take everything away. To erase your memories. To take your fears. To make you smile again. You want to forget how to love, and that you ever loved. You pray for that miracle, until your voice is hoarse, but you remember, you're not worth it. And you cry... Because those words still ring in your ears, and sink your heart. That muscle that can hardly move. Then nothing. .. The mind gave up, Your heavy, swollen eyelids that can not longer hold up, bring you the darkness you were waiting for. Your mouth is dry. Your head hurts. You gave all you could for one night. In a split of a moment the alarm goes off, And you wake up. Your eyes are puffy, makeup smeared under your eyes. You woke up alone... Again ... And like every day, You can only ask why? ....

I Miss Us. I miss us The way we made love. How your kisses filled my soul The way your fingertips traced my skin. I miss us. Your sweet soft voice As you were telling me the story Behind the famous driver. Your favorite song. The fancy guitar. I miss us. The way you prepared the stake Just to perfection, As I cleaned up the mess. I miss holding you in my arms. Trying to steal one more moment By your side. I miss your smile. Your cigarette smell, Clinging to my hair. Your arms around me. Getting lost in your embrace. I miss us. Just you and me. The silence of those nights, When nothing else mattered But you and me. I miss us.

It's cold I'm cold I feel death creeping inside, My warm breath On this black night. I'm alone, I can get close to anyone, I had build a fortress Around my empty heart. It's raining I'm coughing out What's left of my #life I'm cold When is death gonna arrive? I need to get out

He said.... You said you like me, I just smiled and walked away. You said I'm beautiful, Ya'll sound the same. You said you want me, I'm don't have anything you can take. You said it's been long time, .... I just don't care!! You said, I left an impression, Such, you can't forget. I asked, where all this come from? You said: Courage, Takes time to gain. You said you want to see me That was sometime last week, I think?.... You say Good Morning Beautiful. Almost every day, It's nice of you to say it Sorry that I don't have anything, I want to say... I'm dying inside... I can't deal with another heartbreak, To love, or even like someone One needs a heart, Mine was taken away. You said you like me, Thank you, and goodbye my friend. It's sweet that you think so highly of me But I'm nobody You should concern yourself with. You said I'm beautiful, Thank you! I can only smile But that's all I can give. You're just a child with a crush Not the man I need.