Memories Forcing yourself to lose interest, to forget emotions, to detach yourself from memories you've dearly held on to for a long period of time. . .

Experiment 101 As a scientist, I would love to experiment on myself. Time exposed to you would be the independent variable and my sanity would be the dependent variable.

Nights I slumber as the sun rises and rise during sunset. My quiet nights are plagued by thoughts of you that keeps me awake until the city awakens.

Lyrics There is always one song that could bring me to tears. Ironically, it's also my favorite song. I listen to it on repeat whenever I feel down. I find it soothing and it comforts my soul. Tonight, is one of those nights.

Let Go You made me feel special and when you took that feeling away, I just felt so alone. #life didn't matter anymore, anything could happen and it was alright. Pain, starvation, drugs, alcohol were the best to numb myself with. They gave me a few hours away from reality each night. Now that I'm clean, I feel that I need you more. I don't want to need you. This conflict is eating me up from the inside. I wish I could just let go.