Is She Lost? Gone for a week, Gone for a month, What would you give for one more touch? The opportunity may come again, But do you have the patience my friend?

SMS. You know when you get a text from someone when you were waiting to hear from someone else. Yeh.

How Do You Actually Feel? He sits overlooking the precipice contemplating his apparent emotional turmoil. How does he actually feel about her? Then you throw into the mix a little unrequited Love for Female B who decides to reappear. It's a shitty situation. What is they say about nice guys? Last time she avoided his gaze he understood and talked her down. This time when she looks away it riles him. He's the one that's been left on the sideline. Why does she get to monopolise the 'it's a complicated situation so I'm going to be the hurt one' high-ground? Yes, he moved in aware of the situation, but let's not shy away from the reciprocal nature of this attraction. He'd learnt to deal with unrequited Love. Just. It's a different pill to swallow when she tells you she isn't happy with him, but then stays with him all the same when it blows up. It's a different pill to swallow when she won't look at you anymore. Guilt and cowardice make for power motivations - how could logic possibly stand a chance? You read the above and then explore the titular question. How does he actually feel? Bitter.

Moving On. Today he thought he was moving on, Perhaps the end of an old love song. The fact remains that when he catches her gaze, He falls again, the old love haze.

The Ex. He thought they were reconnecting. She initiated a brief sexual encounter. How can a bad idea be such a great idea all at the same time? Now they're back to their old ways - wires crossed and tempers frayed. The question is, was that a mistake best left to yesterday?