To My Boyfriend. I want to see you as soon as I open my eyes on a morning. I want to kiss you goodnight a second before you close your eyes to sleep. I want to look after you and give you everything you ever wanted in #life. Iwant to be the reason you wake up and smile every morning. xx

very tired i want my bed i want it bad i want my bed or i will be sad i want my pillow i want it bad i want to lay down low or i will be sad i want my cover i want it bad i want to be smothered or i will be sad i need my bed now oh holy cow i want it bad oh i will go mad.

i often wonder... wonder what will be, what my eyes will see. wonder what time will bring, if it will be amazing. everything is well, i do too often dwell. what if, why, i wonder, i dont want my #life to go under. i should just accept #life as it comes, stop thinking about living in the slums. pick myself up and realize its real, look in the mirror this is the real deal. just sometimes how i feel

new year new year, new you, new me. start fresh they say. best year yet they say. to do what i want and be free. if so why does nothing ever change? the clock strike midnight. wow its a brilliant sight. everyones kisses exchange. oh again its just another day. yet again, morning noon and night. its quarter past midnight. happy new year we all say!

my little boy his so cheeky, funny and loud, his three years old and very proud. he screams and shouts "im ben10" his very clever and can write with a pen. his big and strong and playful too, call everyone "you stinky poo" blonde hair, blue eyes his very handsome, i often wonder what he will become. a builder, machanic or something wild. his adrenaline is piled and piled. well my little boy his big and strong, my little boy he can do no wrong. them big blue eyes, all i can do is sigh. he laughs and giggles and puts a smile on my face. im a happy mummy with a warm embrace. xxxxxx merry christmas everyone!! xxxxxx