Do any of you constantly think about the future like where you’re going to live and who you’re going to be in love with or is it just me?
When I was little I learned what schizophrenia was from TV and for a while I was really afraid because i thought I had it since I always heard my own voice in my head so finally I told a doctor and he informed me that what I was experiencing was actually called thinking.
I notice everything. And by everything, I literally mean everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. I notice when things change, and when it’s no longer the same. I notice every single little detail. I just don’t say anything.
I wonder what its like to be so hot that everyone gets nervous talking to you.
Do you ever get the urge to get up in the middle of the night while everyone else is fast asleep and just walk places and to be completely alone and entirely dedicated to your thoughts?
