I don't understand life and I'm trying to stay in it despite how much I want to be gone.
I don't want you to see my at my worst, you're the only one that hasn't
i'm too busy to be sad i'm not sad i'm busy i'm too sad to be busy i'm busy i'm too sad i'm busy i'm not sad i can't be sad i'm busy i'm busy i'm busy i'm busy i'm busy i'm busy being sad i'm too sad i'm too busy
old happiness she smells of innocence and warm blankets, sharing lipstick with your best friend sims and arts and crafts, old stuffed animals and silent laughs glimpses of old happiness and you and me come in daydreams
i'm actually fine they always get so worried about me, maybe they aren't convinced that i still want to breathe.
you are the reason i am alive today, you love me more than i hate me
