Back again Time to start writing again! Opuss how I’ve missed you x

Since You're Gone #life is so hard now, Since you've gone. Nothing is the same, Everything feels wrong. I miss you so much mum And i dont know what to do. How can i live in this world If there is no more you? Why did you have to leave me? Why did you have to die? Why didnt you tell me that you were sick? Why did you have to lie? Theres no me without you, Im nothing since you're gone. I know what i have to do, I know where i now belong. I slit my wrists and wait for you, I know you will come to get me. In your warm embrace is the Only place i want to be. I see a white light and I see your beautiful face. "Its not your time yet" you say "But i will keep you a place". "I want to be with you now", I hug you and begin to cry. "Since you're gone, All i want to do is die. I miss you so much and Love you more than you know. I cant live without you, Please mum, dont go". "I know how much you love me, I know how much you care. You never have to miss me cos I am always there. Please go and live your #life, Go make your mama proud. I will always be watching you From my golden cloud". #titlechallenge

Hermit I live in my pyjamas, Curtains closed and the front door locked. Id have a little panic attack If anybody knocked! Ive turned into a hermit, Afraid to go out the door. The thought of it makes me panic, My heart beats so fast its sore. I really want to go outside and Feel the sunshine on my face, But i cant deal with people, Im scared of the human race. I want to live my #life, So many things to see and do. How can i achieve anything? I cant even put on my shoes.

Magic I believe in magic, I believe in fairytales too. Because im living a fairytale And magic brought me you. I wished for you every day And prayed for you every night. I always wanted a daughter And now you are in my #life. I truely believe in magic As i stare at my 6 year old. Magic brought me a gift, A gift worth more then gold. #IvyRose2007

Beginning Line Challenge Theres an angel on one shoulder And a devil on the other. The angel represents my dad, The devil represents my mother. My dad was always happy, He was honest, kind and true But he sadly passed away And my mum married someone new. My mother is an evil bitch and Her new man is a prick, If i dont do what im told, I get a punch or a kick. I miss my dad so much and I pray to him every night. Please take me away from this hell, Im ready to go tonight. I pack up all my stuff and I sneak out of the door. I run as fast as i can, I cant live with the devil no more. I see car lights behind me so I try to hide real quick, The car comes to a halt and I start to feel sick. Its my step dad in the car, He looks at me with a grin. "Teach her a lesson" my mother shouts, Shes drinking a bottle of gin. He jumps out of the car and He grabs me by the hair, He drags me to my knees and Shouts "stay right there". He pulls a gun out of his pocket and Points it to my head, "We would be much better off if only you were dead". I hear a noise in the distance, It gives us both a scare. "Leave her alone" a man shouts and He lets go of my hair. I run off towards the voice, It sounds just like my dad. I hear gun shots behind me, They are both so mad. I fall down to the ground as A bullet pierces my skin, I hear the car speed off and Then i see him. My father is infront of me, A tear falls from my eye. "Daddy is it really you? Daddy am i going to die?". He smiles at me and nods his head, "You told me to take you tonight. So its time for us to go my love, Its time to go into the light". #beginningline