Remember when Christmas was so exciting And it made your heart swell within your chest Remember when you put the tree up with your family And you listened to Christmas songs with a smile on your face Remember when you used to.

How horrible it was When the little girl realised That the year daddy got sick, Coincided with the year Santa didn't come And how sick she felt When she realised That Her brother wasn't such "a good boy" As her auntie would have her believe How nasty it was when she found That #life didn't last forever And that we aren't immortal Despite how young we feel And that's the year she found There's only one way out Really In the end

Our last night Together Launched fireworks in my stomach Pumped venom through my veins It left me with a yearning A gasp for something more If you leave me tonight I won't ever be the same

Some may say it's odd To think about our future To dream of what's to come When I couldn't live without you My whole#moonand sun

I want to lay in bed with you, All day, All night, Feel your warmth, Hear your heartbeat, Just be.