? When I reach for the stars, I wish I cuold share it with you. You are nowhere to be found, I'm out of myself, this lonelyness kills me. I never wanted to live all by myself. We used to be close, and I miss that- I miss you. I dont want to know why, last time you hurt me more than words. This time, I will keep it to myself. I dont want to spend my time being an option, I want to be 1. Choice. The one you love, not a casual shag when you need it. One day we're fine next day you act as if you hate me. I cant go on living like this. It breakes my heart. If you love someone else, why dont you come clean? Clearly it not me you desire and I'm not gonna beg for your love. You made me believe that we could make this work, you wont even touch me. Because of your poor judment I hurt someone, bad. Now I wonder if I would have been better of with him rather than you. Why do you wanna go to Thailand with me? You dont love me but feel obligated to your brother. I dont understand you. So I'll just try and leave you alone til I can get away, soon I hope. I still love you, madly and I'm sure we have nothing left.

Love#life Like a heartbeat I feel you, when we sync it's like nothing else. You posseses the habit to puzzle me at all times. I dont quite get you- I come close and you vanish. I used to love you, something inside me died when you told me you didnt love me any more- in fact you loved some one else. The ultimate betrayal. I dont feel the same. I have no words, only actions! You hurt me and I will make you burn in hell. I dont want to be a bitch, you destroyed my world, the thing I felt has gone. Somehow I still want you but now Its only sex, nothing else. And you suck at it! You are lazy its no pleasure, its 1-2-3 and out. I rather not have sex with you. Its terribly

? Trust me, its fine! If you dont know everythings wrong by now, I'll cut you loose. Baby, I'm not easy in any way. When you decided to be my man you made a choice. I'm that choice. You entered my world and welcome. Here in my world things are about me, so if you ask my opion, thats what you get. From my view. You will get it even if you dont ask for it! I know you think that you are the center of the world, maybe in your world, not in mine. You need to show me that you want me, need me, love me like the air you breathe. If and when I feel loved I will return the love a1000 times. If not, thats where you should stop and think. I like being around, sure but I dont stay forever if you dont show me love. When we click its just ❤️ but when nothing holds us together I want to move on. You are good in bed! Thats it, I wonder if I need you? Your're always broke- I pay for everything. Why would I do that? Its not my job to feed you, or make sure your laundry is ready. I'm not your chef. I 'm your love- not your mom! You being busy, yeah right, busy doing secondary stuff most of the time you sit af surf FB or some other shit. I dont buy your reasons not to do your bit in this household. I have put up with your shit and I'm getting real tired of you. You wanted us to live under the same roof, told me that I needed to pay 50% of the bills. I payed a lot more than that! It you that dont pay your part. Even your good in bed, I dont pay for sex. As said: Plenty of men that want to get a chance to be with me. How about you? Do you think you can affort to lose me? Think again, reconsider if you want a #life with or without me- think fast or you can wave goodbye

I miss u! I believed to have found the love of my #life. You were fun, good in bed. Now you drag your ass around the house complaining about #life. WTF happened? I've been trying to explain to you: I'm here for the fun. I dont want to be with a wining old fart that doesnt like my way of fun. Hell, I love you and shit, why do you find such pleasure in being old. I dont like old- I hate that shit. Ok I know you are close to 60. Despite my love for you, I want more. Why dont you ever take me out anywhere? Why do you let me provide for the entire household like for 1/2 year? Dude you dont love me- you just dont wanna be by yourself. I' m begining to think I could do a lot better! And by the way, I havent had one orgasme the last year, and I bet you dont even care. I'm gonna make it easy on you, choose or I will! I cant live like this anymore, I wont!

Vasektomi Jeg savner dig,- du forsvinder væk fra mig. Alt i mig længes efter dig. Det er som om du bliver fjernere og fjernere. Der vokser en afgrund mellem os. Ved du jeg elsker dig? At jeg frygter du en dag forsvinder som andre har gjort det før dig? Jeg er træt af at føle sådan her, jeg er forfærdet over min skræk for at knytte mig til dig fuldt og helt. Jeg elsker dig, men du trigger alle mine negative minder, helt tilbage fra barndommens dunkle sider. Fra et udgangspunkt der var aldrig at elske nogen igen til at bo med dig, have dig omkring mig permanent- ved jeg ikke hvor jeg finder modet til det sidste stykke vej. Jeg savner dig, jeg vil være din. Du fortjener så meget og alt jeg kan give dig er dette. Min usikkerhed, mine halvhjertede forsøg. Du vil have mere, vi har talt, snakket om det før. Det er så meget nemmere når du tager mig. Ukompliceret, når jeg mærker dit begær- din lyst. Lige der føler jeg at verden tilhører os. Dig og mig! Intet der går mellem os. Jeg har ikke fået min menstruation...... Jeg pletbløder lidt, jeg er træt og alt lugter forkert. Kære Gud, lad mig ikke være gravid. Graviditetstesten var negativ igår men tegnene er der. Vi har diskuteret det, vi er for gamle til det pjat. Vores børn er store allesammen. Frygt og glæde går hånd i hånd, en side håber og en nægter. Jeg tør ikke tænke på hvad du ville sige til at skulle være far igen? Uoverskueligt! Du er lige blevet morfar, hver dag venter jeg på at systemet kører igen. Jeg savner dine stærke arme omkring mig, bare at kunne få lov at forsvinde langt væk. Jeg kan mærke du trækker dig fra mig. Du tror måske jeg ikke har brug for dig, sandheden er at jeg altid har brug for dig. Jeg har brug for din fornuft, dit smil, din krop -alt! Jeg er besværlig, bossy, moody, jeg ved det godt men jeg er din hvis du vil. Du er min sol der giver min verden mening. Ja, det er min skyld, jeg ved det. Jeg ved hverken ind eller ud- alt i mig er i oprør, kaos. Jeg ville ønske jeg turde elske dig fuldt ud, som du trænger til. Jeg er bange, en kujon. For jeg elsker dig, trænger til dig. Jeg har brug for dig,- jeg ved hvad jeg burde gøre, men mit sind hvisker jeg er dum og grim hvis jeg tror nogen kan elske mig. Du gør mig sårbar og stærk på samme tid. Du er det mest vidunderlige menneske jeg har mødt længe. Så sød og tålmodig, men hvor længe kan du vente- hvor længe vil du vente?????