This, I can not sleep... This, I can not speak... Running, running, running... through my mind. This, I can not keep... This, I can not wish... Moving, moving, moving... through time. I need to wind it back, I must get it back...sand, slipping through my fingers. That window is broken now, that chance is gone. This, I can not forget... This, I can not forgive... Swimming, swimming, swimming...through an endless ocean, I ride the waves to where they take me. This, I can not think... This, I can not create... Climbing, climbing, climbing, into the backseat of my mind. My rearview mirror dimmed, no end in sight, the sun goes down, it will soon be night. This candle of thought is my only light, it burns always bright for you. I miss you always... This, is why I can not sleep. This, is why I can not speak.

This, I can not sleep... This, I can not speak... Running, running, running... through my mind. This, I can not keep... This, I can not wish... Moving, moving, moving... through time. I need to wind it back, I must get it back...sand, slipping through my fingers. That window is broken now, that chance is gone. This, I can not forget... This, I can not forgive... Swimming, swimming, swimming...through an endless ocean, I ride the waves to where they take me. This, I can not think... This, I can not create... Climbing, climbing, climbing, into the backseat of my mind. My rearview mirror dimmed, no end in sight, the sun goes down, it will soon be night. This candle of thought is my only light, it burns always bright for you. I miss you always... This, is why I can not sleep. This, is why I can not speak.

It's cold here in the desert, like it is cold without you here. Oh, where did you go, you left this place so quick. Like a flick of a switch, scratch of a match, snuff of a candle. What are you doing now? This rain falls from the dark sky like your tears did on a dark starry night. Your decisions came and went like the weather. Your secret well kept, your thoughts unknown. Only you know the weight that you did not ask to carry. You blow through my mind like dust in the wind. I need you like I need air, besides you were the one that brought me into this #life. A gift that I could not give back to you, your #life I could not save. Who has all the answers to my questions? This clock hand goes around and around but holds nothing but time, time I can not get back. And not enough time for you as you said it has run out. Did you count the minutes, seconds, seconds, hours to your final breath? Was your decision hard or easy? You did not choose the cards you were dealt but you threw your Ace in the whole. Flying from cloud to cloud I hope you can do the same and you always shine bright to me like the stars. This watch tells time easy, this pen writes easy. This flight has become easy... but you no; you were not easy!