TO THE PERSON WHO FIRST LOVED ME I miss you terribly. It’s so hard to live without you. You can say I’m stubborn, ‘cause since you left, I’ve been praying to God to bring you back - even if I know that it’s impossible. I wish I could give you a hug and kiss you on your special day, but I can’t. I wish I could see you smile again, but I know I have to wait a long long time ‘cause right now, I have to be on my own. I wish things were different. I wish you’re still here. Happy Birthday, Maca. I love you, and I always will. =’)

I LIKE WATCHING PEOPLE. Well, not in a stalker-ish kind of way. Sometimes, I’d purposely go alone to McDonald’s or say, a coffee shop to just observe. Seeing how other people go about their day helps me to reflect on my #life in general. It helps me to think. I wonder what kind of lives other people lead. Is their #life any different from mine? Are they any better in handling everyday problems than I am? No one knows. I know I’ll never have answers to questions like that. But there’s something about seeing how other people live their lives that makes me want to live mine a little better.

My fears came true. Maybe the reason why I was afraid in the first place is because I saw it coming. I knew this would happen. I knew that one day, you’ll break your promise, and I will be alone again. And look where we are today..

Dear Maca Good-bye may seem forever. Farewell is like the end, but in my heart's the memory and there you'll always be.. i love you.