Coming Of A Woman... She's not a young girl anymore, those things that used to please her & bring attention to her eyes are no longer appeasing to her, she used to dream of building a family now her dream is to build an empire. The things you used to do to sex her body don't please her anymore, she needs you to please her mind, become one with her soul, discover her dreams and goals and help her push towards them not push her away from them. There's more to it than the physical demand. She needs you mentally and spiritually. You can't meet her there then you don't need to be there.

A Perfect Date It's 73 degrees outside & the weather is nice and warm enough today. It's just a slight breeze blowing today, but just enough to keep us cool. The noise from the kids, cars, & trains doesn't seem too much like noise today. It's more like music to my ears. Music that I'm going to replay when I think of the memories we're about to make. We go sight seeing, shopping, and eating but if we just sat in four walls it still would've felt the same. The night sky comes too quick and it puts a slight dent in my heart to know our day is coming to an end. Walking these streets holding hands and all I can think of is "Damn I wish you were my man," but hey that's #life and this is one of those things that I hate about it. We've finally made it back to my room and instead of you leaving I let you know I want you to stay. Lights low, candles burning, music playing, and to make this night even better rain starts to pour outside. A couple of drinks and good conversations go by and I ask is it ok that I give you a back rub. I don't get a reply, but you give me a smile. A smile that could make any woman cream. Your chiseled back & this romantic smelling lotion puts my mind at a ultimate high. Before I know it my mind is no longer controlling my actions. My body vibes off the music that's playing in my ears. A couple of kisses on your back then I'm on my back feeling kisses from my neck down to my thighs. Right now it feels as if I'm drowning in an ocean and I need you to save me. A couple of minutes later we're both ready for each other. So many positions in so little time, but only one that will stay in my memory. Thanks for letting me sit on top of you with your back against the wall, with the covers just sitting at my lower tattoo, your hands rubbing my back as if it was the softest set of silk sheets you've ever felt, and my lips touching every piece of your dark chocolate skin they can reach. Just as both of our sweat mixes into one my phone rings. I answer it rubbing my eyes, yawning, and feeling very cool. I hear a smooth handsome tone on the other end saying, "Yoooo wake up," and that's when I realized I just had a dream about the perfect date.

Fallen I don't know what it is about me that could make you love me so deeply..

Imagine That Imagine having sex with someone you don't love, but you feel so deep for and the feelings are mutual. You both been waiting on this affair since day 1 & it's now day 2,062. Imagine the intimacy, the sweat, the moans, the souls connecting as one. It's so good that every movement is like a beat to a song that you've heard a million times. Can you imagine that?

How Much Time? It's about that time I've been waiting on this all day Woke up with it on my mind Worked all day long imagining the feeling Sat in the sauna thinking if I would get this hot later on Took my shower with your favorite scent Rubbed myself imagining it was you Now I'm licking your fire out waiting on my turn Time waits for no one so let me have you now & take you on this ecstasy ride