12.26.12 it's almost a new year so might as well start keeping account of things a lots been going on and are going to happen. so? why not? today I start: December 26 2012. I'm going to let everything out ,everything personal on here, and little secrets. It's not like anybody is going to find this right? I have my other opuss acct, but this one is just for me. Okay well, I'll start off by saying the things about myself. As of now, I'm fifteen. I don't play sports. I love theatre: drama, singing, dancing. I'm not that smart. I'm not doing well in Spanish and chemistry. I don't want to be a doctor, infact my friends wouldn't even come to me if I was a doctor. I believe in God, in falling in love, all that stuff. I think I like one of my friends a lot, but I keep denying it because I don't want to. actually I'm more afraid of getting hurt. the worst part of it all is that even though I feel like he was leading me on but I knew i would end up getting jealous or something but Its my fault for going with it. Anyway, so this is me right now. there's a lot more to this but maybe another time...