Crying For me crying comes in three stages. Drowning - Is as every single tear drop swells inside your lungs the pain is unbearable, you can feel your lungs filling up with water plunging and piercing your insides making the air denser and denser as if drowning in this chaotic pain and every breathe feels like its your last because you are choking on your own tears. Burning is the part when you sober up and that water on your heart drops like rock but instead of feeling relief you feel even greater harrowing, it burns, like thousand fire ants crawling up your legs and digging into your skin broiling every muscle and scorching the skin and if the first stage made you feel vexatious on the inside the second stage burns you on the outside. The third stage is the most unbearable if the first two stages made you feel physically agonising the third stage will mentally and emotionally torment you, the icy despair of your soul will drag you deeper and deeper freezing you numb you won't be able to move or speak but all that you will see and hear will be that moment that made you feel this excruciating pain the scene will repeat in your head over and over as a disk stuck on replay and you will find your self clamouring with your own brain trying to forget but it just won't stop and if you close your eyes the voices inside your head will drive you insane until you finally let go and slowly but gradually everything will fade and you will be in nothingness
