It Had To Happen The abuse, failed relationships, and illness had to happen. It had to happen so that I could push down the barriers that were blocking me from getting the #life that I deserve. So, how does a person who has experience great trauma live through the pain? It lies in the power of your mind. In your mind anything is possible. Imagine the #life you want and your true reality will form. Remember that bad thing that happened to you had to happen to give you the mental strength to push pass the pain to get the #life you deserve!

Today I Speak Today I decided to speak my mind-to simply talk. For so long my words have been trapped inside my mental capacity. They became constant conversations that only I could hear because no one around me had the ability to hear them. I may have ran into about two people who have the special gift to tap into that secret spiritual place where hidden and secret thoughts can be heard; and yes, they would read me. However, they had limitations on how far they could go into my mind before I closed the door on them. After all my thoughts are my secret, and there is only so much of them that I am willing to share with others. But, now I say it's time to let my voice be heard because I am worthy and deserving of all the things I want. If you want to know why, it's because I've come to recognize my sweet spot, my goodness and it's deserving to be praised. So today I decided to speak my mind and let my voice be heard because regardless of all the bad that has happened to me that has kept me quiet, my thoughts are coming from a special place that's all good. Today I start on my new journey to speak freely and effortlessly. Writing is apart of my voice and always will be, but today I will use my voice that comes out of my vocal chords. Yes, my voice is the Power that is required to create positive change!

My First Time Ok, here it goes. This is my first time. I am a little nervous and excited. Butterflies are swirling around deep within the center of my being. My pulse is racing as if my heart is beating out the words across the screen. I imagine myself on the top ledge looking down deciding that I should just do it. Do what? Take a leap of faith,and pray that He has heard all of my prayers and forgives me for my past, present, and future sins. Today, I decided to let go of my past. The past that has held me back from becoming Me. So, as the words appear on the screen, for the first time I realize my authentic and true self, which is Me.