卌 i tried proclaiming my love for you to my friends and what i didn't realize is that they couldn't care less about some australian band member who i haven't even met yet i declare my love for you like the sun declares its love for the moon; i weakened- but only for you.

☠ trying to use willpower to overcome the apathetic sort of sadness that accompanies #depression is like a person with no arms trying to punch themselves until their hands grow back.

the kingdom late at night the demons come out from inside the ones I used to love changes their soul changes their heart changes their mind goes back in time to when we had it all whispers of hope dreaming of faith one day the king will be dead along with the queen and the princess will be left alone she'll hide her thoughts for years because she didn't think she could but her thoughts came to #life when she split her heart in two she had always loved the king but he would always hate the queen she knew their love wasn't real, so she too afraid to try never a surprise it was every day and night words bit at her heart and chilled her bones because she saw the demon in his eyes the prince was locked away too far away to hear the raised voice of the demon inside too far away to hear the princess's soul tearing apart but when he returned things repaired he fixed her broken parts and replaced them with his own for he had no place to go but as soon as he left she fell apart for the second time

♧ the road ahead makes it feel like nothing the road ahead seems so hard to find let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be mine.

When will the horror end. My rubber boots sink into the wet mud as I regretfully whisper words that should have never escaped my lips. I whip my head around as I hear a distinct crunching sound behind me, like a twig breaking in two. I didn't expect a shriek to come out of my mouth when I saw him, but he is the reason for my troubled past. He is the reason why I wake up every night in the middle of a deep sleep, breath rugged and heart thumping fast. He is the reason I push people away from my #life. He is the reason I'm not the same old person I used to be. I close my eyes as his powerful fists land on my body, already knowing I can do nothing to protect myself. I just let the pain hit me over and over again until I disappeared into an unforgiving darkness.