Oh if only words described the feeling Of the#moonon me tonight Like a werewolf to the full moon The air still As if holding its breath for the moment Then it pounced. Yes the wind had an effect on me too tonight I just can't explain the power. The air as its weapon Grew a body and grabbed me From behind of all things! Moonlight danced and kissed my bare skin My neck, my collarbones... Oh sweet sweet kisses! Nothing can explain the joy of tonight My mind crazed but lovely it was As the night tried to seduce me

I Didnt Know It's strange how #life is Where you can know someone So long Yet not really know them. How you can see them here and there Yet not really care about how they are Or give them much thought. Then someone does a gesture And that sets in motion more Till they start to be someone you think about. I didn't know that inviting you To a simple Angels game Would set in motion a friendship. If your brother could have gone, I would have asked him And maybe we wouldn't be a we. That scares me now. I didn't know that a 2 hour talk Would lead to a spark inside me That it would make me start caring. In a friendship way at first But then in a partner way soon after. I didn't know where I was going Or even now where we are going. I will admit I don't know much But I will also admit I don't care that I don't know. I just know I love you And that makes me really happy.

My Castle I've never been truly vulnerable with someone Until I met you. You had gone through so much That I let you into my walls I let you have a room in my castle Said that what is mine is yours Let you see me in a light I've never shown anyone. Then a storm came An earthquake shook the ground You had become so much of me That when the storm came My room locked itself And all I could do is see you from a window. My walls smaller Being locked out from where you are I can't take this I can't survive much longer Just seeing glimpses Just hearing your voice every now and again Only really having you When you come to my door to talk Not coming when I call out screaming I went numb before And although hated I want to think that that was better Than this feeling Please hear my plea Break down this door... Or soon I feel That I might just jump out the window And see what comes From leaving the castle And making a new one...

Our Words We pride ourselves in our words That give a set number to use We choke #15wordschallenge

Suffucating Hyperfocus Oh no what to do What to do? I know I will wear my kitty one piece And then I will calm dow... No... No... Where are they? They should be here But they aren't. I am on the verge of crying Because I can't find the kitty one piece pjs The ones I got rid of 3 months ago My mind isn't rational. Yes it is. No it's not. A war keeps me there Looking Searching for the pjs The ones that could keep me sane But yet they are gone and I begin I begin to lay down My mind screaming in me My mind screeching Telling me I'm done for I decide that I should shower It'll be better Relax... But my mind is freaking out. Screeching save me Save me! SAVE ME! The shower helps But only a bit I'm left almost collapsing Almost giving in Almost curling into a ball. I watch Winnie the Pooh And my mind doesn't quiet Yet my body calms So that is good. I hurry on my night chores Finish them faster than usual And go to bed I lay here in eeyore pjs My mind racing My body relaxed Oh please can I just sleep?