I grabbed you and asked you how I could make you happy, and you looked at me and told you'd be happy if i was happy. I tried so fucking hard to fix myself, but you were gone before I could even smile.

You press play and let the vibration of the bass commence as you turn the knob letting the water run as you stand for a while letting the water hit your face washing away the bad thoughts, not for long you lower yourself to sit down having the water hit your back at this point as you sit there with your head between those long legs of yours being held together by those arms that have the scars, no one can hear you over the thunderous water rushing out of the pipes and on to your spine along with the music vibrating off the walls, no one can hear the crying that you can't stop or the screams you can't control as you sit in the tub with your head between your legs hating #life as you ask your self "how did I get this way"

We can lay under the stars and you gaze in awe at the beauty of something millions of miles away wishing our love could be something like that and I'll say no bc that love you want like the stars is non existent the stars you see are already dead time is just short on our end but I can promise but our love is present it's what we have rn and it's what we both feel inside emotional and I can promise that it will last longer than the oldest star in the galaxy and if that star dies then the oldest star in the galaxy next over and so on. Our love will be the cliché infinite you hear about but it'll be so much better.

Drip drop One by one Let it all fall May the pain be gone May all the pain sooth those thoughts Drip drop One glance at a reflection, another sheds Too many have fallen At this point you can't see The pain has blinded you You still continue to not see how I see you I see you as: Someone who has given up hope Someone who's silence is their cry Someone who can't be left alone Someone who's thoughts eat them alive I see you as: a true human being

I am #depression I'm the emptiness you feel at 2am The tears with no meaning The pain when you smile I don't come alone I bring my closest friends We are the scars that cover your body The voice you despise But soon learn to trust I am the only thing you will feel A feeling when numb, it hurts even worse