Hidden Identity It was dark, trees were so gigantic that I couldn't even see the stars up in the sky. I was running, running really fast, my heart was beating hard, I am feeling really scared. I feel like someone or something is coming towards me. I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go. I ran as fast that i can. I saw a cave and when inside, i hid myself behind the biggest rock inside. I sat down and took a deep breath. I was feeling so confuse, "what am i doing here, who or what am i running to?". Then suddenly a tall man hooded like those from the past century, black hooded coat. I couldn't see his face. I am feeling really scared. He was slowly turning his back, he was almost in front of me i silently hid more and more so he wont see me, but i could see his face. when he can almost see me someone grab me from behind and i fell really deep, someone held my mouth so i couldn't scream. I scream out loud and sat up i was having a nightmare. But i don't know why am i feeling so confuse, it felt really real. my heart was beating up so fast, i was sweating really hard and i feel really scared. I look at my table clock it was 8am. I stood up and took a bath. I went down after i dress up for school. my mom was preparing breakfast. "good morning honey." my mom says. She prepared bacon, hotdog and waffles. "good morning mom." I wasn't really in the mood to answer. "up so early honey? are you okay?", my mom knows when things aren't the way they were. she is an expect when it comes to that. "I'm fine mom, i wanted to go to school early, where is dad and david?", david is my older brother. we go at the same college, he is 2 yrs. older than i am. "are you sure your okay? you better drink water and pineapple juice. your dad went out early he have a business meeting, and david isn't up yet." My dad is a businessman, he is one of the CEO's of a company. I ate my waffles and hot dog and took some pineapple juice and water. Then i stood up. "mom i have to go,thank you for the delicious food mom." i kissed her and went off, i drove my car to school.....(to be continued)

The Way That I Feel... People think they know everything... People judge people a lot... People think they know everything, yet they don't even know half of the truth... Even when a person tells the truth, these certain people think that, that person is lying because what they believe in is what really happen when in fact its not!! I hope someday when the truth comes out i hope these people knows how to accept defeat and say sorry if not, then what the hell, let the destiny puts justice to their act.. I do not know how to express what i am feeling right now, I cant even put to words how disappointed i am with how these certain people, whom i chose to trust into, does and creates malicious, stupid, unreal, and disgusting stories about me... I may be an adopted child, but all this things that they are blubbering about and all their false acquisition makes me really sick of them!! But i have so many dreams that i wanna fulfill and i would not let them ruin me this time around!,..

CoNfUsEd there are things i wish i didn't do but what can i do now, problems after another problem! when shall this end, when can i see for the light across this dark tunnel?

Something I see them walking together I feel their love for one another I see them doing things which makes them happy. The smile on their faces the tone of their laughter they enjoy each others company feeling like they do not have any problems Her hand on her shoulder, the kiss that makes everything seem so right her hug that comforts her loneliness and heart break oh! its seems so perfect! I wish i also have mine!..... All i wish now is to have a mother, a mother who'll say everything will be okay when everything is not a mother who feels the pain and heartbreak that i feel deep inside me a mother who would not turn her back on me a mother who knows what i am really feeling inside a mother who knows when to listen and when to give that comfort hug a mother who won't judge me base on what other speaks about you She cooks for her, smile for her their relationship that no one could ever tear apart she feels her pain, she sticks up for her no matter what she stands up for her even when she mess up her #life she loves her dearly and she know she is being love back i wish i have mine! I WANT TO HAVE A REAL MOTHER!!!!!