rant of the day. school is such a drag anymore.. i enjoyed it for a while, but this new principal of ours needs to get her panties out of her ass and chill out. -rolls eyes-. and the students, my god, they're fucking annoying. i know this sounds stupid, but there's a girl in one of my classes who sits behind me, and she chews her gum in the most obnoxious way, EVER! how hard is it to close your mouth while chewing gum? seriously? oh, and now my favorite person (my old science teacher and former dean of students) left and went to the other high school in the county.. i'm really going to miss him... he said he'd take me to river view if i transferred though... i've seriously considered it. i hate mount view and everything about it. -sigh-... hopefully my mom will agreed to me going to river view.. cross your fingers for me..

umm.. what's partying? is it weird that i'm almost 17 years old and have no personal WANT to go out and party? i have no urge to drink or smoke.. nothing. there's a big halloween party this weekend, and i really just don't want to go.. that's a saturday with my boyfriend that would be wasted.. i'd much rather snuggle up in his bed with him, watch scary movies and eat instead.. I personally don't think that's so bad.. then my friends are all like "you're missing out on your teenage years" blahblahblah.. no... i'm not. i'm doing what i WANT. i see no... appeal to drinking alcohol and acting a fool in front of people or whatever. it's probably not normal, but i'm really happy i'm irregular in this case.. hopefully this saturday (i think it's the day of the big party) jay and i can go to major graham mansion. i don't know if we are though. i reckon we'll see. i went last year and had a blast! i'm really excited at the thought of possibly going again. we also have our halloween costumes picked out! we're gonna be pirates! ARG! i have my prom dress picked out for his senior prom! i'm gonna feel like a fricken princess! that dress is absolutely BEAUTIFUL! I can't wait to get it! Christmas is coming up and I still have no clue what to get jay. :/ he never tells me anything or gives me any hints! he needs to stop that. xD hmm.. what else? oh! i turn 17 in February, and shortly after that, jay graduates. I'm gonna cry so hard when he does. my baby's growing up. he'll be 18 in august. <3 my very own grown-up! HA! well, i reckon that's all for now. i just wanted to vent about the partying junk. ugh. -.- anyways, buh-bye!<333

failure. <3 at the beginning of 2013, my boyfriend and I decided to start this thing where we'd write every day or every week until the end of the year.. well, that obviously failed. but i think i may start blogging again. it's not like anybody is interested in my #life anyways.. just as a venting type of thing. well.. a lot has happened since January.. a lot of my #life has went downhill these past few months, but I'm slowly rising up again. jay and I are still going strong. this month on the 24th will make one whole year we've been together. it's amazing to me. this boy has been my world since october of last year. we didn't even know if we'd last a week. but here we are. I'm (for the most part) happy and healthy. and I'm thankful for that. butttt, I think that'll be the end of this little blog. <3 goodbye to the people who actually read these, if anybody does. xD

i don't think i've ever wanted something so much... <3

day 3 of 365 <3 ahh, same stuff - different day.. last day of d-hall, woohoo. finally getting more into secret #life :3 such an interesting show. my god.. i may end up going with my boyfriend's idea and just doing these once a week. maybe on saturday's, after i see him! that way my week is officially complete. but anyway.. this weekend should be interesting. i can't see what it has in store for me & jay. well, i need to finish painting my nails, & i'm facetiming with my king.. so i shall write tomorrow, then after that i think i'll just write once a week. more stuff to write & such. so.. farewell, goodbye, to you my friends. xD