My Minds Pain I spent all night thinking on this I feel like ignorance is bliss My love for you is unconditional Even though our friendships been dismissed I know we been threw so much I feel like dieing isn't enough It hurts cause your gone and what's not said is gettin tough I'm hurting so bad it's sad how is it so easy not to talk We've been threw so much over the years Why give it up? I hurt you You hurt me But if I didn't tell you I missed u it would be a lie You changed my #life to a different extent I think u freed me Im so selfish I don't know what to say I have dreams of u walking away I ask god for forgiveness and to help me find a way I'm just lost in the world I looked to hard for a girl The way we treated each other I couldn't define it to a squirrel I'm writing this cause I don't know what else to do I love you And if I didn't get this off my chest It might fall threw I just wanna be your friend Nothing more nothing less But I don't know how u can walk away when I have nothing left I talked hard with god and I had dreams about this day But at the end I never thought you would separate from me Being arrogant comes to mind and even being color blind Anger could be used because we both played the fool I'm just tired of hurtin thinking of you I love you till the end the things u did for me a scientist couldn't recommend I know I said that last message was my last but I must of been A dumb ass I'm goin miss y'all all so much this just has to be clutch Even though I might disappear you close to my heart dear no other women compared I wish u met my sister here cause threw the things we put up with I'm pretty sure she would smile because a friendship like ours god would reconcile Tiffany I love you to death I dropped tears for your name Cause even though you forgot about me all I feel is the pain At the end of the day once again the smile you have turns me into a man In the morning when I wake as you can see your name on my mind still stands I love you Tiffany and it wouldn't even be right if I faked like over the years our friendship didn't mean nothing threw the thick and thin the bad the good I just pray that god makes a way to make everything good

inspiration By tyrell Anderson As the night comes to and end and the lights blend the past takes over and the future disappears Speak #life into your peers and build your character over the years, Never stay seated and lay down because time moves fast and every day there's a new crown Go get what's yours Stop letting negativity into your pours have faith to make it and never slow down forget the people that held you down cause god holds you up no matter how far u walk away just remmember tommorow just could be your last day

I spent 7 minutes on this straight from my pain By tyrell Anderson I feel like there's so much to say But how do I show it that way I'm Trippin over stones When people are breaking bones I'm falling to sleep yet people don't have anything to eat I'm wandering away With scars on my face I've lost my peers My hearts feeler with teers As a man I ACT so tough But lords knows I cry inside I lost my sister my pride Before I graduated now I look to the sky Now I lost the girl I love She helped me with all the above He picked me up when I was down She helped me with this frown What else am I to do she's gone And I'm lost in the zoo I'm just a black boy in the ghetto Feeling pain cause these other guys carry medal I wanna make something of my #life But with no money I can't even afford a knife These words cut comin out my mouth I never let them out I'm so hurt no one can tell I hide it so well I wish they all would come back to help me I feel so down I looked up to god he told me son don't frown I said how I feel lost I hear problems everyday friends turn on each other family disappoint me I see light but I see darkness so I handle it the same god helped me understand it takes pain for gain