Is it Just Me? Am I the only one Up late, every night Laying in bed wondering My mind, like a kite. Am I the only one Still asking all the time Asking The Lord, and wanting answers But not paying Him a dime. Am I the only one Who still can't give a damn Because I know that deep inside, I don't know who I am

"Explains to me one more time; when they kill, it's a crime? When you kill it is justice?" -Kings of Convenience (rule my world)

Turn Down For What I have a test tomorrow that cost me $90 to take and it's 11 at night but I'm still awake.

How I See You You don't even know me. I would be surprised if you did, honestly. You're a senior. You're literally 2 weeks from graduating. I'm a sophomore. Just a sophomore. We see each other a lot, I bet you didn't know. Walking down the hallway, stepping into each other's classrooms, small stuff. But I know, the first day I saw you, this is what I saw. I looked down your body, examining the treasure of it. Starting at the hair, how it was always perfectly strait, and it lay down your shoulders. Beautifully blonde and shiny, like the sun. Your face would glow in the night sky, your eyes, shimmering like a magical blue green sea. I looked deeper into them, trying to explore what would lie behind them. Your perfect smile made the corners of my mouth twitch upwards, it was so radiant like the harvest moon. The way you push your soft pale lips together. I want to feel them across my cheek. You blinded me with your beauty. I've thought of every scenario, every possible way I could come up with an excuse to talk to you. I always say to myself, "today's the day. I'll talk to her today." Then I see you. And you never fail to stun me. You don't know me. I doubt I even look familiar to you. But I see you. You're in my dreams, in my thoughts. You're in my prayers. I want to know what it would feel like to lay in bed with you, playing with my hair and whispering sweet nothings delicately into my ear. I like to think about you kissing me goodnight. And us standing outside, not saying anything, just standing there. Holding hands, with our eyes closed and our foreheads leaning against one another. But you don't know me.

Hallways I walk down the hallways, Empty and alone, Trying not to seem so lonely, Just looking at my phone. I walk down the hallways, With no one else in sight, You come up out of nowhere, And your look gives my heart flight. I walk down the hallways, Shy and staring down, Only playing in my head, The scenarios in which I drown. I walk down the hallways, And you're now passing by, I make a gesture, give a look, But I know I'm way too shy So now the hall is empty, I'm still here, but you left, I just wish I had the nerve, To tell you you're a theft. With the look that I remember, The smile I took in, You stole my heart and ran with it, I'll never see you again.