The Rain I love sleepin whenits raining. The tap tap tapping on my window sill in a rhythmic beat immensely my heart, making it relax and lulling me into sleep.

The Boy You know when a boys tellin you something and you look into his eyes?? That happened to me today. His soft mellow emerald green eyes. Embedded with different colours. Unique. Just like him. I love him and he loves me. But norther of us are brave enough to pmake it official

Me Okay well I have been writing some crappy depressing stuff lately and I want to tell you I'm not like that. I'm a real happy person with not A care in the world (not yet) and am looking forward to the year ahead of my. I love my family and at this part of my #life my is perfect. My instagram username is holls1231. I don't always write story's. I write things that happen to me and #quotes. I could sometimes just talk, like I'm doing here.

Sitting In The Rain Drip, drop. The almost warm water washes everything away. All the pain, all the grief. Drip, drop. It touches my hands. Leaving them cold an purple. I don't mind though, I'm sitting in the rain. Drip,drop. The stories of the rain are similar to mine. My #life is painful, filled with salty tears. Drip. Drop.

Titanic Part 2 The coldness of it is unable to describe. My hands are mixture of blue, orange and blue and my body is numb. My #lifejacket is on but I will only survive for 15 minutes in this death trap that some call water. Many people are jumping now, scared of their fate, when really, jumping is just a way of killing yourself more painfully. I try and hold on to my #life. This moment in time depends on my future. Die, or live. If I kill myself, I die with no dignity. But no ones knows me, to many I am a daydreamer. If I stay alive, I have to be abused by Mary, and really, that I worse than dying with no dignity. Just do it. I will just do it. I don't take my #lifejacket off, but I try my best to dive under to freeze myself. I don't want to drown. Such a painful way to die. I dive down until I'm at freezing point, then, that's it. Black... Nothing... I am dead now. I see a white light, all around, blinding me. It fades and I am now floating in the water. Floating underneath the water. I look at my hands, my arms. They are extremely white,translucent, and I know what it means. I'm a ghost...