Love Here I am, I fell in love, just like an idiot. The ride all over again, although I'm being careful now, I'll think carefully before I start being honest, shall be prudent Shall be rational, or so I keep reciting myself. Scared I am, scared I'll always be, until your intention will be reveled to me, Or at least I think they'll be (I'm a perfectionist and a nihilist, worst kind) What should I do though still remains a question.

Mornig It's a calm and lovely morning. Woken up by the mildly warm. Sun rays that seem to fill the whole of the world outside, a quick glance outside the window gives me a little feeling of warmness and peace. Hope for this happening day. We shall see how it turns out.

And the you realize that only hatred and resentment with a little bit of jealousy for their so care free #life, was left of your feeling towards the others… Paranoia as a convicted pursuer. Loneliness filling the #life while all that is wanted, is to be loved, or at least understood, though what's making these desires unattainable is you and you alone…

That empty feeling on the inside… There is nothing left for me

"I've never knew what it was to be alone, no Cause you were always there for me You were always there waiting And ill come home and I miss your face so Smiling down on me I close my eyes to see"