The Day I Had To Prevented I am frustrated. I don't know what to do, really I have no idea. It All started on August 11 through snapchat. We started talking after a party, his party, I made it home and all of a sudden i received the snap that changed everything. Believe me that guy and I occasionally talked before that party but after it..... So the snap said " John was jealous of us because we where dancing " Fact : John was In love with me but I wasn't Fact: " he" is Jake We were just friends, non of us ever thought there would be something between us. But I let it get too far. That night we talk till the next day, that next day we did it again. We talked every night and every day 24/7 and I liked it , everything was fantastic. Until I started imagining stories with him before falling a sleep, that's when I founded out I was in love I promised my self I would never do it again but I couldn't handle it. He was just too cute with me I did everything I could to prevent it but it wasn't worth it. It was too late I was already fallen. My past, there where years and years of bully's I have believe my whole #life I wants good enough for somebody. I felt in love with a guy that obviously wants I love with me. He said I has ugly and too fat for him. Thats why when jake told me he liked me I couldn't believe it. I cried tears of joy the day he called me beautiful. And that's how we felt in love with each another or at least me. There where thousands of minutes in calls we did to each other on the phone at 3am talking about anything and everything at the same time. Yes. I had said I love you but the good thing, he said it back. One of the happiest moments in my #life . Everyone in the school knew about it. Of course we never DTR ( define the relationship ) why ? Simple, because my parents did not let me have a boyfriend. He ever asked me out either but he said " I want to have something with you " and I said " if you asked me out, I would say yes" he never did. Which means boys are completely stupids. Literally I was answering straight away but he didn't get the hint.
