You Are You When I'm laying alone in bed, All sorts of things come into my head, Like why do I love you as much as I do, Then I realise coz you are you

Abyss Sat in the corner of a darkened room, starring into the abyss Feeling my eyes picking away at the dark, trying to find a familiar place, face The more I search the less I see The further I fall turning back to see the distant bright light Panic sets in, no ladder to climb out Once again forced back into the dark abyss, no way out, no sound, just silence and the overwhelming panic and dread. Is this real or is it in my head? I just know I can not get out, even with love I can not find the path. Maybe lost forever in the darkness of my own abyss.

Letting Go The more I try the harder it becomes I want to live again But I'm scared to let go Whether letting go means forgetting or accepting Either option more scarier than I care to begin Is it easier to live with it, try locking it back away Try to bury it in the maze of confusion, obsession and darkness I've become so comfortable with It almost seems too easy to give up, even though you know deep down this option is not an option That it would be so easy to open yourself up, bleed, Bleed away the pain And try then to heal another wound