This Day The tears In my fathers eyes The fear running throughout my body The anger my mother holds but unfolds the hate for her daughter My #life is horrid The knife just deepens every single FUCKING day!

Insomnia Can you sleep the entire night? When you turn off your light, do your eyes just shut? Mine don't. I can only sleep for 3 hours. My body has all the power. My brain is just a coward. I have insomnia I don't like it. I just want to be free. To see the world during daylight, without bags under my eyes.

Darkness There's no light Left to share There's no night That I don't stop to think about you To leave me here Is to leave me with one left To go home too Darkness seeps into my lungs It keeps me from breathing My heart is freezing from all this darkness There's no light To share or to spare My corpse is left in the darkness Underground is nothing compared to this empty hole My light has shown like the color of the night

To Heal My heart is broken by you You leave me in the dark For no one will tell me the truth No one will rescue me from you You leave me breathless No air to breathe For I seek death to come No one else to love You leave me with no warmth No rhythm in my heart It's like a dart to the chest You won't let me heal The pain won't fail To leave me(2x) My heart pounds like the ocean on the sidelines My #life is gone With no one to love.... But you Only you You make me cold But you make me strong You are the only one to let me heal It's your decision I see you and me in a vision You won't let me heal The pain won't fail To leave me To leave me.....

My Fear I fear love I fear hope I fear the truth I fear the truth of death The truth is I'm not scared of death It comes nearer everyday Everyone will die some day Any day What I fear the most is of being left alone everyone beneath me Just bones While I stay my ground walking around With no one by my side Some people say I won't die on my own The man won't let that happen I say it's a choice not a promise I fear of being left alone.